A Man in the Bus

I was just sitting on the bus, bored, and then randomly I watched a man which was sit diagonally from me, you know what he did?

MENGELABANG JENGGOTNYA

What a random thing that I saw from a random man -_-"

Smoker

I always think that smoker is the most selfish person in the whole world. How can?

Tau sendiri kan gimana orang ngerokok itu kalau udah mulai aksinya ngerokok? Suantai dan sangat menikmati hidup dan waktunya dimanapun dan kapanpun. Sementara, orang-orang disekitarnya, di bis, di taman, di kereta, atau dimana pun yang bukan perokok merasa terganggu, batuk-batuk, aku? secepatnya pergi jauh-jauh dari sumber asap tembakau itu berasal!

Ketika ada seseorang yang mengutarakan ketidaknyamanannya akan asap rokok tersebut, reaksinya macem-macem. Ada yang sadar, ada yang langsung matiin rokok, ada yang marah, ada yang ngoceh, dulu ada yang ngatain aku, "Mbak kalau gak kuat ya jangan naik bis ekonomi mbak, naik patas aja." Dalam hati, "Lah pak unfortunately ya pak saya ini mahasiswa, duit buat makan aja pas-pasan, gimana mau naik patas! Sama-sama berduit kelas ekonomi pak, mbok ya saling menghormati pak. Hidup bapak mintanya dihormati muluk buat bapak ngrokok, lah kewajiban bapak buat ngehormati saya kapan bapak penuhin?"

Sometime, rasanya aku malah pengen boongin mereka, "Pak saya ini punya asma, tapi saya ditakdirkan untuk hidup pas-pasan. Kalau buat naik kendaraan umum yang agak mahal saya gak bisa. Sementara asma saya bisa kambuh karena dipicu oleh polusi udara, termasuk asap tembakau, dan bisa berakibat fatal. Kalau bapak tetap memaksakan ego bapak dan membuat saya meninggalkan dunia ini, apa bapak sudah siap jadi tersangka pembunuhan? Apa bapak sudah siap dengan beban mental pembunuh itu pak?"

Ironisnya, most smoker thought that life in God's hand, padahal kemungkinan-kemungkinan buruk seperti itu selalu ada. Rokok memang merupakan senjata ampuh untuk menghindari kekompleks dan rumitnya hidup. But well, itu pikirannya perokok. Look around! Banyak juga kan yang gak ngerokok dan tetap bisa survive segimana sulitnya hidup! Dan hello? manusia masih punya Allah yang bisa kita minta apa aja! Dan satu-satunya obat hati yang membawa keberuntungan ya mendekati Allah :)

Tapi pikiranku gak seburuk itu juga buat semua perokok. I mean, we can't generalize population because of one or more mistake, right? Saya menghargai para perokok yang mau menahan untuk tidak merokok di tempat umum, menghindari orang lain yang tidak terbiasa dengan asap rokok, ataupun yang merokok di tempat dimana dia sendiri dan tidak mencemari udara yang dihirup banyak orang.

Tetap saja, it's way better if you don't smoke. Smoke give you nothing but disease. Let's realize and build our health country together.

One Thing

I could never get enough with One Direction. One Direction is a boyband, formed by X Factors contestants. They're Zayn Malik (a Pakistani descent, my favorite), Liam Payne, Louis Tomlinson, Harry Styles, and Niall Horan. They're British, and yes because of that I adore them so much. British guy looks so enchanting for me. And believe me, everytime you watch their video music, you'll be stunned! (if you don't, at least for me). And this  is my favorite :) some fans call it FORMAL BIKING :D

I've tried playing it cool / but when I'm looking at you / I can’t ever be brave / 'cause you make my heart race / shot me out of the sky / you're my kryptonite / you keep making me weak / yeah, frozen and can't breathe / something’s gotta give now / 'cause I’m dying just to make you see / that I need you here with me now / 'cause you've got that one thing / [Chorus: So get out, get out, get out of my head / and fall into my arms instead / I don't, I don't, don't know what it is / but I need that one thing / and you've got that one thing] / now I'm climbing the walls / but you don't notice at all / that I'm going out of my mind / all day and all night / something’s gotta give now / 'cause I'm dying just to know your name / and I need you here with me now / 'cause you've got that one thing.

New Name

Lalala this is me, a medical student of Airlangga University, second year, fourth semester. I was just thinking randomly and voila! I wish I could give a new soul for this blog --a and, voila! a new name :)

nona-jira.blogspot.com

Nona means miss in english or perder in spanish, and jira is the name of african girl. I'm not an African, I just love many wild animals, like giraffe, especially, lion, leopard, etc. I'm a free soul :) so whatever you think about me, idc :) just be the best of me :) wish this blog will find its soul again. amin.

Unconditionally Love

Prophet Muhammad SAW is the greatest man that ever live in this earth. He'll always think about his people, He'll always struggle for them. I love him too. And this is a song for anyone that love him around the world :) We're all believe, we could meet you if we stay on the track to meet you :)

When you’re searching for the light

And you see no hope in sight

Be sure and have no doubt

He’s always close to you

He’s the one who knows you best

He knows what’s in your heart

You’ll find your peace at last

If you just have faith in Him

You’re always in my heart and mind

Your name is mentioned every day

I’ll follow you no matter what

My biggest wish is to see you one day

Chorus:

I believe

I believe

Do you believe, oh do you believe?

Coz I believe

In a man who used to be

So full of love and harmony

He fought for peace and liberty

And never would he hurt anything

He was a mercy for mankind

A teacher till the end of time

No creature could be compared to him

So full of light and blessings

You’re always in my heart and mind

Your name is mentioned every day

I’ll follow you no matter what

If God wills we’ll meet one day

Chorus

If you lose your way

Believe in a better day

Trials will come

But surely they will fade away

If you just believe

What is plain to see

Just open your heart

And let His love flow through

I believe I believe, I believe I believe

And now I feel my heart is at peace

Chorus

I believe I believe, I believe I believe

I want someone like you in my whole life

Polar Covalent Bond

Just studying biochemistry and realize something. Picture above is space-filling model from H2O. H2O is a molecule that form our body the most. And its has polar covalent bond. Polar covalent bond is a bond in which electrons are shared between elements having a difference in electronegativity of between 0.5 and ~2.0. It is a bond in which the electron density is unsymmetrical. It also works in a relationship. We share our feeling, our vision, our destination, our dreams, although we both have a widely different characteristic. But that's life. Differences is beautiful.

Bevy of SHS 3 Malang Alumnus

Some pictures from Alumnus Gathering. Taken on Aug 13th 2011, at Cato's house.

The most beautiful gift I’ve ever had

Just dreamed about this song.

And realize that you're a very very very beautiful gift from God, Z :)

Just like this song :)

I love you, I always will :)

6:51 am Aug 13th 2011

I always being so afraid to tell everyone that I love you, I'm afraid if it is too soon to decide, but I did. I do love you so much.

Sasha Pivovarova

Sasha Pivovarova was born in Moscow, Russia. She began to model in 2005 when a photographer friend introduced her to IMG in New York. Two weeks later she made her debut, opening the fall Prada show in Milan. She quickly became the face of Prada, and had an exclusive contract with them for three consecutive years. As an artist, she has been featured in French Vogue and has also had her work exhibited in New York and Paris galleries. Married to longtime boyfriend Igor Vishnyakov. Sasha has been a vegetarian since the age of 12. She is in Top 50 Models (Ranked # 5).

July 14th 2011

Hello there.

Those things are Z's 5th Anniversary gifts for me :)

Surprise? A lot!

A lot things happen in that day.

I was being so unreasonable sad and upset with him, because of a plan that didn't run that day.

But then Z came to me to brought me a breakfast which is definitely it can't said as a breakfast, but lunch

And he said, "I just want you to see my new room"

Seriously, I really didn't feel any weird thing, so I said okay

When I saw his room, Waw!

He has been prepared for our 5th Anniversary, and I do nothing, pathetic +,+

Words, penguin doll, giraffe doll, a shoe-chocolate, a picture puzzle (with 5th Anniversary-congratulation behind that)

It really incredibly sweet and romantic!

Thank you so much Z :)

You're the sweetest guy I've ever met >,<

And last, never forget to thanks to Allah :)

Because of You, I can be this very happy :)

Red Rose in The Sky

When the sky is rent asunder, and it becomes red like ointment: Then which of the favours of your Lord will ye deny? (Ar Rahman: 37-38)

Outer Space

I used to had a dream to work at NASA, to be an astronaut, and see how beautiful earth from the outer space. If there’s a tour, outer space tour, I would take that tour. O God, absolutely no one can read Your mind, but it’s always, it must be, has the reason why this world is exist and they be more so beautiful if we think about it over and over again.

Selena Gomez

Ohoo I think I like this song :)

[Selena Gomez - Verse 1]

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.

You made me insecure

Told me I wasn’t good enough

But who are you to judge

When you’re a diamond in the 

rough

I’m sure you got some things

You’d like to change about yourself

But when it comes to me

I wouldn’t want to be anybody else

Na na na

Na na na

I’m no beauty queen

I’m just beautiful me

Na na na

Na na na

You’ve got every right

To a beautiful life

C'mon

[Chorus]

Who says

Who says you’re not perfect

Who says you’re not worth it

Who says you’re the only one 

that’s hurting

Trust me

That’s the price of beauty

Who says you’re not pretty

Who says you’re not beautiful

Who says

[Selena Gomez - Verse 2]

It’s such a funny thing

How nothing’s funny when it’s you

You tell ‘em what you mean

But they keep whiting out the truth

It’s like a work of art

That never gets to see the light

Keep you beneath the stars

Won’t let you touch the sky

Na na na

Na na na

I’m no beauty queen

I’m just beautiful me

Na na na

Na na na

You’ve got every right

To a beautiful life

C'mon

[Chorus]

Who says

Who says you’re not perfect

Who says you’re not worth it

Who says you’re the only one 

that’s hurting

Trust me

That’s the price of beauty

Who says you’re not pretty

Who says you’re not beautiful

[Bridge]

Who says

Who says you’re not start potential

Who says you’re not presidential

Who says you can’t be in movies

Listen to me, listen to me

Who says you don’t pass the test

Who says you can’t be the best

Who said, who said

Won’t you tell me who said that

Yeah, oh

[Chorus]

Who says

Who says you’re not perfect

Who says you’re not worth it

Who says you’re the only one 

that’s hurting

Trust me

That’s the price of beauty

Who says you’re not pretty

Who says you’re not beautiful

Bruno Mars - The Lazy Song

This video is so funny!

Today I Don't Feel Like Doing Anything

I Just Wanna Lay In My Bed

Don't Feel Like Pickin' Up My Phone

So Leave A Message At The Tone

'Cause Today I swear I'm Not Doin' Anythin'

I'm Gonna Kick My Feet Up

Then Stare At The Fan

Turn The TV On

Throw My Hand In My Pants

Nobody's Gon' Tell Me I Can't

I'll Be Lounging On The Couch, Jus' Chillin In My Snuggie

Click To MTV So They Can Teach Me Howda Dougie

Cause In My Castle I'm The Freakin' Man

Oh Oh

Yes I Said It

I Said It

I Said It 'Cause I Can

Today I Don't Feel Like Doing Anything

I Just Wanna Lay In My Bed

Don't Feel Like Pickin' Up My Phone

So Leave A Message At The Tone

'Cause Today I Swear I'm Not Doin' Anythin'

Nothin' At All

Woo Hoo Ooh

Woo Hoo Ooh Ooooh Ooh Ooh

Nothin' At All

Woo Hoo Ooh

Woo Hoo Ooh Ooooh Ooh Ooh

Tomorrow I'll Wake Up Do Some P90X

Meet A Really Nice Girl Have Some Really Nice Sex

She's Gonna Scream Out "This Is Great!" (Oh My God! This Is Great!)

Yeah

I Might Mess Around, and Get My Collage Degree

I Bet My Old Man Would Be So Prouda Me

But Sorry Pops You'll Just Have To Wait

Oh Oh

Yes I Said It

I Said It

I Said It 'Cause I Can

Today I Don't Feel Like Doing Anything

I Just Wanna Lay In My Bed

Don't Feel Like Pickin' Up My Phone

So Leave A Message At The Tone

'Cause Today I swear I'm Not Doin' Anythin'

No I Ain't Gonna Comb My Hair

'Cause I Ain't Goin' Anywhere

No No No No No No No No No

Ohhh

I'll Just Strut In My Birthday Suit

And Let Everything Hang Loose

Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

Yes I Said It

I Said It

I Said It 'Cause I Can

Today I Don't Feel Like Doing Anything

I Just Wanna Lay In My Bed

Don't Feel Like Pickin' Up My Phone

So Leave A Message At The Tone

'Cause Today I swear I'm Not Doin' Anythin'

Nothin' At All

Woo Hoo Ooh

Woo Hoo Ooh Ooooh Ooh Ooh

Nothin' At All

Woo Hoo Ooh

Woo Hoo Ooh Ooooh Ooh Ooh

Nina Dobrev

Nina Dobrev (born Nina Constantinova Dobreva; in Bulgarian, Нина Константинова Добрева; January 9, 1989) is a Bulgarian-Canadian actress.She played the role of Elena Gilbert and Katherine Petrova on The Vampire Diaries.

The Vampire Diaries is an American television series developed by Kevin Williamson and Julie Plec, based on the book series of the same name written by L. J. Smith. The series premiered on The CW Television Network on September 10, 2009, and has currently finished its second season on May 12, 2011. The series follows the events in the town of Mystic Falls, Virginia, a fictional small town haunted by supernatural beings. The main focus of the series is the love triangle between the female protagonist Elena Gilbert and Stefan (Paul Wesley), and Damon (Ian Somerhalder) with dark pasts. Later the light is thrown on the mysterious past of the town involving Elena's malevolent doppelgänger Katherine who seeks revenge against the town, Stefan, Damon, and Elena.

I really love the way of Nina portray Elena and Katherine. She does make a very different characters!

Nina Dobrev as Elena Gilbert

Nina Dobrev as Katherine Petrova

Giddy Head

Hello back. I'm blogging again. I use tumblr too often lately.
Not much to say.
So much problem that burden my mind.
Academic, committee, friends, boy.
Beside all of that things, tomorrow is me and my bb's fifth anniversary :D
Five years.
It isn't a short time. I didn't expect that. I didn't know. But, it's happen :)
I'm happy I have him :)
Five years, it's not an easy thing.
It always has good and bad, sad and happy, complicated and simple.
Sometime I feel like I couldn't do this anymore, but in the end, struggle is the best thing I have.
It's not easy to say if it is love.
But I think, it's more than that.
I hope, whatever it will be, it will lead me to a great way for me to live.
Lead me to love Allah more.

One Lesson

Today, a friend of mine tell me how bad she feels when she had to do a remedial test, she tells me she was so embarassed when she knew a friend of hers got a good grade on her study. I realized, and tell my friend, “I used to get good grade, I just need to understand and didn’t have to do work hard. But now, I’m happy because I do feel so close to God.”

Everyday I pray to God, everyday I grumble to God how hard to be a good doctor, but it really make me and God closer :)

I LOVE Allah :D

What's best on this blog?
It tells all about me, it shows who I am, it draws me. It's SO me.