Unconditionally Love

Prophet Muhammad SAW is the greatest man that ever live in this earth. He'll always think about his people, He'll always struggle for them. I love him too. And this is a song for anyone that love him around the world :) We're all believe, we could meet you if we stay on the track to meet you :)

When you’re searching for the light

And you see no hope in sight

Be sure and have no doubt

He’s always close to you

He’s the one who knows you best

He knows what’s in your heart

You’ll find your peace at last

If you just have faith in Him

You’re always in my heart and mind

Your name is mentioned every day

I’ll follow you no matter what

My biggest wish is to see you one day

Chorus:

I believe

I believe

Do you believe, oh do you believe?

Coz I believe

In a man who used to be

So full of love and harmony

He fought for peace and liberty

And never would he hurt anything

He was a mercy for mankind

A teacher till the end of time

No creature could be compared to him

So full of light and blessings

You’re always in my heart and mind

Your name is mentioned every day

I’ll follow you no matter what

If God wills we’ll meet one day

Chorus

If you lose your way

Believe in a better day

Trials will come

But surely they will fade away

If you just believe

What is plain to see

Just open your heart

And let His love flow through

I believe I believe, I believe I believe

And now I feel my heart is at peace

Chorus

I believe I believe, I believe I believe

I want someone like you in my whole life

Polar Covalent Bond

Just studying biochemistry and realize something. Picture above is space-filling model from H2O. H2O is a molecule that form our body the most. And its has polar covalent bond. Polar covalent bond is a bond in which electrons are shared between elements having a difference in electronegativity of between 0.5 and ~2.0. It is a bond in which the electron density is unsymmetrical. It also works in a relationship. We share our feeling, our vision, our destination, our dreams, although we both have a widely different characteristic. But that's life. Differences is beautiful.

Bevy of SHS 3 Malang Alumnus

Some pictures from Alumnus Gathering. Taken on Aug 13th 2011, at Cato's house.

The most beautiful gift I’ve ever had

Just dreamed about this song.

And realize that you're a very very very beautiful gift from God, Z :)

Just like this song :)

I love you, I always will :)

6:51 am Aug 13th 2011

I always being so afraid to tell everyone that I love you, I'm afraid if it is too soon to decide, but I did. I do love you so much.

Sasha Pivovarova

Sasha Pivovarova was born in Moscow, Russia. She began to model in 2005 when a photographer friend introduced her to IMG in New York. Two weeks later she made her debut, opening the fall Prada show in Milan. She quickly became the face of Prada, and had an exclusive contract with them for three consecutive years. As an artist, she has been featured in French Vogue and has also had her work exhibited in New York and Paris galleries. Married to longtime boyfriend Igor Vishnyakov. Sasha has been a vegetarian since the age of 12. She is in Top 50 Models (Ranked # 5).

July 14th 2011

Hello there.

Those things are Z's 5th Anniversary gifts for me :)

Surprise? A lot!

A lot things happen in that day.

I was being so unreasonable sad and upset with him, because of a plan that didn't run that day.

But then Z came to me to brought me a breakfast which is definitely it can't said as a breakfast, but lunch

And he said, "I just want you to see my new room"

Seriously, I really didn't feel any weird thing, so I said okay

When I saw his room, Waw!

He has been prepared for our 5th Anniversary, and I do nothing, pathetic +,+

Words, penguin doll, giraffe doll, a shoe-chocolate, a picture puzzle (with 5th Anniversary-congratulation behind that)

It really incredibly sweet and romantic!

Thank you so much Z :)

You're the sweetest guy I've ever met >,<

And last, never forget to thanks to Allah :)

Because of You, I can be this very happy :)

Red Rose in The Sky

When the sky is rent asunder, and it becomes red like ointment: Then which of the favours of your Lord will ye deny? (Ar Rahman: 37-38)

Outer Space

I used to had a dream to work at NASA, to be an astronaut, and see how beautiful earth from the outer space. If there’s a tour, outer space tour, I would take that tour. O God, absolutely no one can read Your mind, but it’s always, it must be, has the reason why this world is exist and they be more so beautiful if we think about it over and over again.

Selena Gomez

Ohoo I think I like this song :)

[Selena Gomez - Verse 1]

I wouldn't wanna be anybody else.

You made me insecure

Told me I wasn’t good enough

But who are you to judge

When you’re a diamond in the 

rough

I’m sure you got some things

You’d like to change about yourself

But when it comes to me

I wouldn’t want to be anybody else

Na na na

Na na na

I’m no beauty queen

I’m just beautiful me

Na na na

Na na na

You’ve got every right

To a beautiful life

C'mon

[Chorus]

Who says

Who says you’re not perfect

Who says you’re not worth it

Who says you’re the only one 

that’s hurting

Trust me

That’s the price of beauty

Who says you’re not pretty

Who says you’re not beautiful

Who says

[Selena Gomez - Verse 2]

It’s such a funny thing

How nothing’s funny when it’s you

You tell ‘em what you mean

But they keep whiting out the truth

It’s like a work of art

That never gets to see the light

Keep you beneath the stars

Won’t let you touch the sky

Na na na

Na na na

I’m no beauty queen

I’m just beautiful me

Na na na

Na na na

You’ve got every right

To a beautiful life

C'mon

[Chorus]

Who says

Who says you’re not perfect

Who says you’re not worth it

Who says you’re the only one 

that’s hurting

Trust me

That’s the price of beauty

Who says you’re not pretty

Who says you’re not beautiful

[Bridge]

Who says

Who says you’re not start potential

Who says you’re not presidential

Who says you can’t be in movies

Listen to me, listen to me

Who says you don’t pass the test

Who says you can’t be the best

Who said, who said

Won’t you tell me who said that

Yeah, oh

[Chorus]

Who says

Who says you’re not perfect

Who says you’re not worth it

Who says you’re the only one 

that’s hurting

Trust me

That’s the price of beauty

Who says you’re not pretty

Who says you’re not beautiful

Bruno Mars - The Lazy Song

This video is so funny!

Today I Don't Feel Like Doing Anything

I Just Wanna Lay In My Bed

Don't Feel Like Pickin' Up My Phone

So Leave A Message At The Tone

'Cause Today I swear I'm Not Doin' Anythin'

I'm Gonna Kick My Feet Up

Then Stare At The Fan

Turn The TV On

Throw My Hand In My Pants

Nobody's Gon' Tell Me I Can't

I'll Be Lounging On The Couch, Jus' Chillin In My Snuggie

Click To MTV So They Can Teach Me Howda Dougie

Cause In My Castle I'm The Freakin' Man

Oh Oh

Yes I Said It

I Said It

I Said It 'Cause I Can

Today I Don't Feel Like Doing Anything

I Just Wanna Lay In My Bed

Don't Feel Like Pickin' Up My Phone

So Leave A Message At The Tone

'Cause Today I Swear I'm Not Doin' Anythin'

Nothin' At All

Woo Hoo Ooh

Woo Hoo Ooh Ooooh Ooh Ooh

Nothin' At All

Woo Hoo Ooh

Woo Hoo Ooh Ooooh Ooh Ooh

Tomorrow I'll Wake Up Do Some P90X

Meet A Really Nice Girl Have Some Really Nice Sex

She's Gonna Scream Out "This Is Great!" (Oh My God! This Is Great!)

Yeah

I Might Mess Around, and Get My Collage Degree

I Bet My Old Man Would Be So Prouda Me

But Sorry Pops You'll Just Have To Wait

Oh Oh

Yes I Said It

I Said It

I Said It 'Cause I Can

Today I Don't Feel Like Doing Anything

I Just Wanna Lay In My Bed

Don't Feel Like Pickin' Up My Phone

So Leave A Message At The Tone

'Cause Today I swear I'm Not Doin' Anythin'

No I Ain't Gonna Comb My Hair

'Cause I Ain't Goin' Anywhere

No No No No No No No No No

Ohhh

I'll Just Strut In My Birthday Suit

And Let Everything Hang Loose

Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

Yeah Yeah Yeah Yeah

Yes I Said It

I Said It

I Said It 'Cause I Can

Today I Don't Feel Like Doing Anything

I Just Wanna Lay In My Bed

Don't Feel Like Pickin' Up My Phone

So Leave A Message At The Tone

'Cause Today I swear I'm Not Doin' Anythin'

Nothin' At All

Woo Hoo Ooh

Woo Hoo Ooh Ooooh Ooh Ooh

Nothin' At All

Woo Hoo Ooh

Woo Hoo Ooh Ooooh Ooh Ooh

Nina Dobrev

Nina Dobrev (born Nina Constantinova Dobreva; in Bulgarian, Нина Константинова Добрева; January 9, 1989) is a Bulgarian-Canadian actress.She played the role of Elena Gilbert and Katherine Petrova on The Vampire Diaries.

The Vampire Diaries is an American television series developed by Kevin Williamson and Julie Plec, based on the book series of the same name written by L. J. Smith. The series premiered on The CW Television Network on September 10, 2009, and has currently finished its second season on May 12, 2011. The series follows the events in the town of Mystic Falls, Virginia, a fictional small town haunted by supernatural beings. The main focus of the series is the love triangle between the female protagonist Elena Gilbert and Stefan (Paul Wesley), and Damon (Ian Somerhalder) with dark pasts. Later the light is thrown on the mysterious past of the town involving Elena's malevolent doppelgänger Katherine who seeks revenge against the town, Stefan, Damon, and Elena.

I really love the way of Nina portray Elena and Katherine. She does make a very different characters!

Nina Dobrev as Elena Gilbert

Nina Dobrev as Katherine Petrova

Giddy Head

Hello back. I'm blogging again. I use tumblr too often lately.
Not much to say.
So much problem that burden my mind.
Academic, committee, friends, boy.
Beside all of that things, tomorrow is me and my bb's fifth anniversary :D
Five years.
It isn't a short time. I didn't expect that. I didn't know. But, it's happen :)
I'm happy I have him :)
Five years, it's not an easy thing.
It always has good and bad, sad and happy, complicated and simple.
Sometime I feel like I couldn't do this anymore, but in the end, struggle is the best thing I have.
It's not easy to say if it is love.
But I think, it's more than that.
I hope, whatever it will be, it will lead me to a great way for me to live.
Lead me to love Allah more.

One Lesson

Today, a friend of mine tell me how bad she feels when she had to do a remedial test, she tells me she was so embarassed when she knew a friend of hers got a good grade on her study. I realized, and tell my friend, “I used to get good grade, I just need to understand and didn’t have to do work hard. But now, I’m happy because I do feel so close to God.”

Everyday I pray to God, everyday I grumble to God how hard to be a good doctor, but it really make me and God closer :)

I LOVE Allah :D

What's best on this blog?
It tells all about me, it shows who I am, it draws me. It's SO me.

"You should know, if you come any closer, I'm not letting you go."

- No Strings Attached (2011)

Burberry Prorsum Campaign

Burberry is always have their own dashing fashion.

"Memang apa yang bisa aku sombongkan? Semua milikku adalah pemberian dari Allah."

Chitty Chat

M: Are you an angel?
H : Of course not. Why?
M: I don't know. I just feel so lucky when you're here by my side.

H : Are you happy being with me?

M: So, what do you think?

H : Ahaha. You're the light of my life that never stop tell me, show me, and warn me to be a better man.

M: So, I'm happy with you.

H : What?

M: I'm happy I could be an useful person for you. Because I love you, and I know you know it.

H : Yea. I feel it. But I love you yesterday.

M: That's okay

H : And I love you still. I always will.

M: That's so wonderful.

This is song's lyric for you, Z

You know, maybe I'm just a little bit over react, or what else

I'm just very grateful, Allah designed me to meet you

Maybe it's intuition
But some things you just don't question
Like in your eyes
I see my future in an instant
and there it goes
I think I've found my best friend
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe

I knew I loved you before I met you
I think I dreamed you into life
I knew I loved you before I met you
I have been waiting all my life

There's just no rhyme or reason
only this sense of completion
and in your eyes
I see the missing pieces
I'm searching for
I think I found my way home
I know that it might sound more than
a little crazy but I believe

A thousand angels dance around you
I am complete now that I found you 

Morning Vacillation

Am I normal if I feel like 'I want to get married'?

Sweet day

Hari ini aku merasa sangat bahagia bisa meluangkan hari sabtu yang indah ini dengan Z.
Today, Z looks so dashing!
What? Hari ini wajahnya selalu diselimuti dengan senyum manisnya, serta kebaikan yang selalu terpancar dari wajahnya.
Kita mengikuti jalan santai di kampusnya, ITS, yang merupakan rangkaian acara dari TI Fun Day. We chat, We eat, We laugh, We drink, We share any story, and so much things We've done today. I'm so happy!
I do love him, but I admit, also there are many differences between us, especially our thought. But we must to go through and face it. And here we are.
Terima kasih untuk hari ini Z. I love you, and I always will.
So, let's back to anatomy :D

Al Mursalat : 3

Dan (malaikat-malaikat) yang menyebarkan (rahmat Tuhannya) dengan seluas-luasnya.
(Al Mursalat: 3)

P.S. Di waktu malaikat turun untuk membawa wahyu, sebagian ahli Tafsir berpendapat, bahwa yang dimaksud dengan an naasyiraat ialah angin yang bertiup dengan membawa hujan.

I love watching many gorgeous model, with their gorgeous outfit.
But who could beat Emma Watson in this term?
I just love Emma Watson and Burberry.
Burberry is great. Burberry is so British.
Oh, and here is one of my favorite.

Tokyo Jihen - Omatsuri Sawagi

Watch this!

I really want to watch a music concert like this!

Aku dan FORISMA

Hari ini adalah hari pertamaku melakukan kegiatan yang berhubungan dengan FORISMA
Senang, semangat. It feels like a desire.
Aku masih staf magang. Yes, I'm a newbie.
Entah mengapa, aku dimasukkan ke dalam departemen Infokom.
Kecewa? Sedikit. Why? I wanna try something new!!
Tetapi semua itu lebih baik disyukuri, diikhlasin, dan ditekuni saja.
Semoga Allah memang menempatkanku disini karena dia punya tujuan yang baik untukku, surely.
And guess aku dimasukkin ke bidang apa?
Tim desain dan admin website!
Yah, aku hanya berharap aku bisa melakukannya dengan baik, dan bisa menekuninya, serta membuat orang lain puas dengan kerjaku, yang bsa dibilang not too good enough ini.
Well, paling tidak aku lebih merasa dihargai ditempat ini.
Well, I hope this is my route to Tercentenary Theatre! :)

Today's wish

Would this UNAIR-ITS combination become HMS-MIT?
No, it wouldn't.
But it will :)

56th Months Anniversary

Happy 56th months anniversary! :)

Finally, he say it first :)

Remember this song? :)

Just remind you how hard you try to get me :)
And then you make it :)
I don't know what to say, if it is a fate to become with you?
Or what else, I don't know
All I know is, I love you as always :)
We can through all of those hard things together
I know we can be better together
I just want to keep you, hug you tightly
And I will never ever hurt you
Just be you, and be better you
I love you, Z :)

Me, You, and Piles of Calculus Books

Tonight is one of beautiful tonights that I spend with Z :)
We went to Karmen, ate Soto, drank juices
Then we hang out in front of Indomaret to enjoy a cup of Avatar's ice cream (It was my fault. I really could not stand with cigarette smoke from two men who sat in front of us. So we step aside, and I sat on Z's bike. poor Z, he stood up for me)
After that, we going to my boarding house and studied Calculus in its living room
Maybe I got better grade in Calculus than Z, but please! It's been a half year! I forgot, but yeah I admit I do still confuse with Calculus
When we were joking, I realized that Z is the best man that I ever had :)
He is my best friend, my brother, my boyfriend, my soul mate, my class mate, etc
He's just my all :)
His smile, I really want it more and more :)
I always feel like I could not help him so well :'(
But I do hope my help will be help him, although not so much :'(
So happy I have him :)
Also, It's so fun remember I'm a med school student now, but I still study Calculus! :)
But I love every existing knowledge :)
And I love being with Z :)
Thank you so much Allah :) You're always so nice to me :)
Everything that happen to us always have its silver lining, right? :)

Go with Twitter

REPOST from: unpretentious me

Today is my third day using Twitter
I’m surprised when I know I’ve been tweet more than 3 hundreds!
I know if Twitter is not the best place for you too share what you really feel
But Twitter is the best place to feel closer with your friends :)
I use TweetDeck, and see

I get so much fun with my old and my new friends :)
thank you so much, technology! haha XD
Ya Allah, Ya Rasyid. You're the only one who have every knowledge about everything, thank you so much for giving this brain to us :)

Many Link

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any question just ask him in his blog or please googling :)

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unpretentious me
:)

New Look

finally this blog a lil bit like me :D
after what I've done, and I really upset :'(
I really want to make it like in the first time I make up this template :'(

Another Friend Story :')

I've been so upset lately with my friend, my old my best friend actually :(
I don't know how to express this feeling, but it has been made me so hurt :(
Yeah, I know, the time always goes on, but friend should doesn't, right? :(
I always put friend in a place that higher than boyfriend, but I know you don't do the same, but I don't care
but why you just don't be frank to me
I will hear every word from you, certainly
I just want to make you more wise
I just want to make you change your old habit to not frank each other with your boyfriend
maybe I am not your best friend
I hope you'll get the best in your life, friend :')
I always love you, and I'll always be there for you :')

ABC

i just want to make up with this template
but, poor me
the page for design it could not open properly
so sad :'(